Today is the Thursday before Good Friday, an appropriate day to think about the events of the night of the Lord’s arrest, when Jesus made a number of startling predictions, all of which came true, and all of which demonstrate the depth of the Lord’s commitment to save sinners. We can read about these things in Matthew 26.
In 26:21, the Lord foretold that one of the twelve, Judas, would betray Him, would hand Him over to the authorities to be crucified. He was right. In 26:31, He predicted to the remaining eleven, “You will all fall away because of me this night…” That is, Jesus predicted that He would be abandoned by those whom He had chosen and discipled. He was right.
Perhaps the most gut-wrenching and memorable prediction is introduced in 26:33, when Peter responded, "Though they all fall away because of you, I will never fall away."
“Lord, I’m different. I’ll stand by you no matter what.” Those of us who know what is coming – that Peter will deny the Lord – engage in some Monday Morning Quarterback pity – “poor Peter. Poor foolish Peter.” We think that we would be different…which makes us just like Peter.
Peter thought he would be different than the other disciples who might abandon Jesus. When we think we would be different than Peter, we are just like Him. Isn’t that what we think when we read this story? “If I was one of the disciples, I’d stick beside Jesus. If I was Peter, I would never deny Him. I’d stay right there and follow Him all the way to the cross.”
It seldom occurs to us that we abandon Him in various ways now. We deny Him in various ways now. We abandon Him for the sake of idols, the world’s pleasure. We forsake time with Him. We ignore His Word and fellowship with Him and His church. We deny Him by the way that we live our lives. Did you know that that was Paul’s major concern for the professing believers at Crete when he wrote his letter to Titus? There were people there who claimed to know Christ, but who denied Him by their works (Titus1:16).
We abandon Him. We deny Him. Jesus knows us better than we know ourselves. He demonstrates this to Peter:
Jesus said to him, "Truly, I tell you, this very night, before the rooster crows, you will deny me three times." Peter said to him, "Even if I must die with you, I will not deny you!" And all the disciples said the same. (26:34-35)
“And all the disciples said the same.” Why do you think Matthew included this detail? Likely, there are many reasons, but perhaps one is that disciples tend to have a higher opinion of their own faithfulness than they should. All of them swore they wouldn’t abandon Jesus. And how many of them were right?
Another reason to mention this is that these details remind us that Jesus knew precisely what was going to happen. He knew precisely how He would be treated even by those closest to Him…yet it did not deter Him in the least. Jesus is the only hero in the story. Everyone else fails. This casts a long gospel shadow.
Do you love Jesus? I’m sure we all do in some way and in some measure, but we all undoubtedly fail Him in many ways. The beautiful thing about this scene is that the disciples’ love for Jesus or lack thereof had absolutely no bearing on whether or not He would proceed with the Father’s plan. He was going to die for these men without regard for how they had loved Him or failed Him. The disciples’ betrayal, abandonment, and denial introduced no hint of hesitation on the part of the Savior.
It was for these very sins that they needed a Savior. By their poor treatment of Him, their disregard for Him, their dismissal of Him they demonstrated the depth of their desperate need for Him. And this Savior is the only Savior who would save such band of unfaithful sinners.
Jesus doesn’t love us because we first loved Him. We love because He first loved us. He loved us when we had nothing to offer Him, when we wanted to offer Him nothing. What a Savior.